Hao Wu

Writing for myself. Books, markets, and whatever's on my mind. Nobody has to read this.

Diary

September 11, 2026

Met a Brazilian gril today, online. We talked for a few days, not bad but Im still have a lot pressure when she comes to talk to me. It is not about her but anyone. I dont know what is wrong with me. I hope I can feel the true happiness about talking to others not like now, just pretend to be happy, pretend I like talk to her. Feel sry to her, is it cheating?

September 12, 2026

Today She still ask me to make a phone call with her, I'm not confident with my oral english,that's the first reason. Second, I really dont wanna spend too much time on her. I've been this situation too many times, watching my roommate pretend talking with his girlfriend with lots of interests, but actually he feel that's a mission, a burden. I dont wanna be like that. Maybe I should try to call her? This time is different from other couples? I dont know, but based on my experience, my expectation is we like others, no differnence at all. No matter she is Chinese or Brasilian, both of them make me feel troublesome. Someone like me should be lonely all the lifetime maybe.

September 17, 2026

She was angry about me just because I didn't send her a message. Jesus,it shows I dont care about her, she is not important. I have apologized to her but she didn't accept. I am tired today both body and mind, I want to sleep now. Women are troublesome, unreasonable and stupid.

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Books

The Psychology of Money — Morgan Housel

The most important lesson: doing well with money has little to do with how smart you are, and a lot to do with how you behave. I kept thinking about the difference between being wealthy and looking wealthy.

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Investing

Why I stopped checking prices every hour

I used to open my portfolio app constantly. It didn't help me make better decisions — it just made me anxious. Buying and holding is boring. Being bored is the point.

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What happened, how you felt, what you learned.

Thoughts

Living abroad

São Paulo is loud and alive. Some days I love it. Some days I miss home and can't explain why. Both things are true at once and I've stopped trying to resolve that.

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About

I'm Hao, born in 1999, currently living in São Paulo. I invest in US stocks, read too slowly, and think too much. This site is a notebook — nothing here is meant to be polished or finished. I write to figure out what I think.